Berth
by Carol Bruneau

Question and Answer with Carol Bruneau

1. It seems that the title of your book, BERTH, could have several meanings. A berth could be a place for sleeping or a ship's place at the wharf. When said out loud one automatically also thinks of birth, a beginning, a coming into existence of something. Why did you use BERTH as the title of your book?

In this novel I was interested in exploring how individuals navigate a world where the only recognizable beacons are perceived and assumed to be man-made. Willa, the central character, is thrown into such a world when, as a small child who loses her mother, she falls into marriage and motherhood. Berth signifies a kind of arrival, yes, a beginning, which for Willa only comes when she stops searching outside herself for meaning and substance, and confronts the emptiness within as the starting place for love and responsibility. It's only when she faces her demons -- inertia, a resistance to taking ownership of herself and her choices that stems from resenting her earliest loss -- that she can find her place in the world: a dock, a berth of her own making.

2. The chapter titles in BERTH refer to the sea and ships. These chapter titles, however, do not seem to have a literal connection to the chapters they head. What is the symbolism of the chapter titles in BERTH?

The chapter titles chart the progress of Willa's difficult "journey," from her arrival on the east coast, in "Winds," as a rootless, unhappy military wife, to her dawning state of self-possession, in "Anchorage." The navigational terms, based on traditional instruments, devices and sailing methods, also reflect elements of the setting, an island in Halifax Harbour where time takes on different meanings, a la "The Chronometer," and aspects of Willa's troubled relationship with Hugh, the island's lightkeeper.
Borrowed from a book of my grandfather's -- an orphan who sailed the world at a young age -- such terms as "By the Stars" and "Dead Reckoning" reflect the importance of intuition in any journey, physical or spiritual. "Declination" refers, in a sense, to our eventual arrival at a destination by routes that are anything but a straight line. While the terms mark plot points, they are also intended to invest Willa's journey with a symbolic theme, that is, the meandering path everyone takes to selfhood, and how, by grace, fluke, will or a combination of these, most of us make “Landfall”.

3. Willa is a unique main character in that often it is hard to like her. In fact many times you want to shake her by the shoulders and tell her to grow up. It is risky making your main character unlikable. Were you nervous about doing this? Was it purposeful, or did Willa evolve into a “bad” woman?

Yes, it is very risky, grappling with a character who is so obviously flawed. For me, developing characters is a lot like raising children: when they're small, you can direct who they are and what they want -- to a degree. But for them to grow up and come into their own, you have to let go and allow them to do what they'll do, and hope that they'll be all right.

Willa was difficult - like having a wayward daughter. I continually asked of her, “what the heck is your problem?” In creating her, I took what I consider an ordinary, less than ideal but relatively decent life and started whittling --not so much to explore what makes a "bad" woman, but to see what happens when you strip away the female relationships that are like oxygen to most of us. Not only does Willa lack a mother, she also has no sisters, blood or otherwise. Because of this major gap in her life, she stumbles as a mother. Stumbling as a mother -- at times even failing as a mother - only completes her alienation from a potential network of women friends, the other young mothers she encounters. In rejecting their small, tightly-focused world, Willa finds a certain "freedom" that lies outside their moral boundaries - and, free of their influence, she chooses badly.

But, on a very basic level, who can blame her? She's married to a man who is mostly absent, her circumstances constantly dictated by his job. Who doesn't, at least sometimes, dream of having more fun, a "better," more romantic life? In creating Willa initially I imagined an ordinary, decent woman acting on impulse, the impulse to run away driven by loneliness. It wasn't my intention to create a "bad" woman, but more to explore as honestly as possible the conditions and consequences of lust. One of the seven deadlies, it's more readily forgiven in men than in women. Yes, Willa makes bad and eventually self-destructive choices; but does this make her a "bad" woman? Would a guy in her position be labeled a "bad" man? More to the point, I suppose, is the idea that people become their choices; and therefore, personality and character are not merely inborn, but a matter of ongoing prerogative.

4. Willa is a woman who makes bad choices and is essentially the author of her own troubles. This is rare in literature and film today where the woman is often portrayed as either a victim or a heroine. What did you want to convey about women in BERTH?

Both feminism and popular culture, despite its lack of taboos, seem to overlook the reality (and consequences ) of heterosexual lust as it's felt by women. Willa becomes a victim of her lust, but it is only through claiming it that she can move forward to any degree of self-possession. In her own small
way she becomes, by the end, the heroine of her own life. While Willa's journey into badness is extreme, overall it mirrors a certain reality, that regardless of circumstances, women are as responsible as men for seeking light -- and love, in all its forms -- where they can find it. Whether this means rejecting victimhood or becoming a heroine is simply a matter of scale; most of us women live somewhere in between. Living a good life, regardless of one's gender, is a daily process of conscious choice.

5. The environment, especially the sea and the island of Thrumcap are very important in the book. Can you describe the significance of this environment, especially the climactic storm that batters the island and throws Willa and her son into a life and death struggle?

Thrumcap Island encapsulates both the romantic isolation and claustrophobia of Willa's situation with Hugh and her circular journey towards selfhood. Both the island and the sea serve not just as the realistic setting for her story, but as symbols of Willa's -- and many individuals' -- struggle to stay afloat in a capricious, often dangerous world.
Both the setting and the climactic storm are rooted in reality. Based on McNabs Island at the southeastern end of Halifax Harbour, Thrumcap bears the brunt of weather barreling in off the North Atlantic. Hurricane Juan hit during my writing of Berth, and though not quite a gift, it provided first-hand the ingredients of Willa's terrifying experience of being at nature's mercy. In its extremity the storm is quite literally the act of God that will either destroy Willa or save her.

The question of moral responsibility carries over in a subtle way to people's responsibility towards the environment. Mercury contamination is a central theme in Berth. Interwoven with plot; the broader theme is a reflection on how people use and abuse the natural environment, behaving as though its capacity for abuse and neglect is infinite. This ties in with the way most of us live in a kind of oblivion, a blind faith that things will carry on and be okay. So, Berth is, in many ways, an exploration of faith and what passes for faith in our challenged, fallen world.

6. There are Sea King helicopters in BERTH. Sea Kings were the centre of controversy several years ago when Jean Chrétien scraped the Tory contract to replace the aging and arguably dangerous military Sea Kings with new helicopters. The influence of military life is described in detail in the book. What kind of research did you do on Sea Kings and what is the east coast attitude towards the Sea King issue?

The military angle is what first inspired the novel -- a combination of my growing up in a city where the Sea Kings have been a daily fixture overhead, and a growing awareness of the sometimes deadly toll military service exacts on its personnel. My earliest research for Berth involved interviewing Sea
King crew members at their east coast base in Shearwater, and listening to their anecdotes and experiences. I was and still am amazed by their courage, camaraderie and fabulous sense of humour despite their being at the mercy of obsolete aircraft that not only require constant maintenance, but are often a danger to fly. While the men I interviewed defended the choppers -- "Think of your favourite hot car back in 1960, " one said -- I'd say the public consensus hereabouts is that it's scandalous to endanger the lives of those we expect to defend us by denying them proper equipment to do the job. A product of the Cold War, the Sea Kings were designed to track submarines --before submarines were nukes, and long, long before star wars and the war against terrorism.

Would I fly in a Sea King? To me, art isn't (yet) worth dying for. Sitting inside some grounded specimens was enough.

7. Hugh is also a very interesting and complex character. Is Hugh based on a real life person?

No, Hugh Gavin is purely a product of my imagination. I don't know if anybody's gotten that his initials, HG, represent the chemical notation for mercury. In creating him I was aiming for a blend of hottie and loser: the bad, no, bruised apple who happens to have many endearing, attractive attributes, especially to a woman afraid to look too far beneath the surface. Really, the more Willa falls for him, the more elusive he becomes, often mirroring back at her the glibness and superficiality she has so restlessly sought to escape. He is at first all that (she thinks) she wants, but the more she fixes on her
own vision of his desirability, the less desirable and real he becomes.

8. Hugh is a lighthouse keeper, a job that is on the decline with the advent of mechanized lighthouses. Are there still lighthouse keepers in the Maritimes? What do you think is the romantic allure of the lighthouse keeper? Why is there also an element of tragedy that also surrounds the idea of the lighthouse keeper?

With only a couple of exceptions, lighthouses on Canada's east coast are all automated, and have been since the late 1980s, when Berth is set. As part of my research, I interviewed a former lighthouse keeper and family members of other lighthouse keepers affiliated with the Nova Scotia Lighthouse Preservation Society. I was blessed to hear many colourful stories and anecdotes about this difficult but, in certain ways, romantic way of life. An uncle of mine once worked as a lighthouse keeper on a remote island north of Cape Breton Island, a place so isolated it's hard to think of it as anything but challenging. While the purpose of keeping a light was and is to save lives, the reality is that ships bigger than apartment buildings sometimes vanish in the ocean. Living on the Atlantic, even in an urban setting, serves as a constant reminder that nature is bigger than us. Besides warning sailors away from hazards, lightkeepers, especially on islands, were often the first on the scene picking up bodies.

9. In many ways BERTH is a local book - the life of a military wife on the east coast of Canada. What are the general themes that make BERTH something that anyone can relate to?

The urge to run away, to indulge in a fantasy, is something, surely, most people harbour, if only momentarily. To act on the fantasy is quite another thing, of course, and to suffer the consequences can be either instructive or completely destructive. Berth is about living in a world where ideals are
often empty of meaning, where the environment is less than pristine and love simply a series of motions. On some level there are aspects of Willa's world that apply well to the dot-com world where hope is computer-generated, and moral responsibility to oneself and others reduced. The novel is
about seeking light where it is available; it's about making choices, and how one's quality of life is a matter of choice, and not just circumstance.

10. Who and/or what influences Carol Bruneau?

Landscape and setting are a continual influence, as are people's stories and anecdotes -- the small but serendipitous "clangs" when ideas and images resonate. It's what lies under the surface of daily experience that intrigues me; as a novelist I'm always looking for patterns and form. Increasingly, I'm
influenced by visual art, whether sculpture or painting, and interested in how the creative process crosses the boundaries between writing and art.

My favourite writers change regularly, but I'm currently enthralled with Virginia Woolf, and this after a lifelong love of Alice Munro and Margaret Laurence and a more recent fixation on women writers from the American South. And before any of that, William Faulkner, and from my earliest, earliest memories, Lucy Maud Montgomery.

11. What are you working on now?

Another novel and a collection of short stories, and research into women sculptors in late nineteenth century France.


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